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31 December 2010 @ 07:09 pm
Writer's Block: Auld Lang Syne  
What are your New Year's resolutions? Do you think you'll stick to any of them? If so, for how long?

I have a new year's resolution for my family. They get to call me Syd now instead of Dawn. I'm gonna tell them right during the wait before new years. It's not an official namechange. It's just so that I can get a feel for it and feel how it feels to be called by a different name (Syd) than a name I've had my entire life. Somehow I think Syd fits me a little better now. XD It's a shortening of my middle name Sydelle and I'm hoping that it'll be nice to be called Syd and be known as Syd. This is feeding into my gender identity as well. I'm trying to figure out if I'm Trans or not. So far, I've accepted that I'm GenderQueer and a crossdresser, but I don't want to identify as Trans but I feel like that's a choice I can't just make, it IS me, and I am IT. I just hope I'm wrong about what I'm feeling.